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RANDOM ELIJAH UPDATE LALALALA
Jul. 8th, 2025 11:49 amsorry i really like posting out of nowhere lolll
ANYWAYS i got a job FINALLY. i'm a busboy at a little diner like 10 minutes from my house. even though im 19 this is my first job, ive been trying to get one since i was 15 but because of the fact that id be visiting my dads on weekends no one wanted me :(
actually got a job is a bit of a stretch, technically im still in training so im not being paid anything, i just get a percentage of tips
i might start just yapping/ranting about how it's been there because im a pathetic wet creature and i keep doing things wrong because people dont show me how to do anything (or are just inconsistent. a la napkin placement) and it makes me want to crumble into a thousand tiny pieces and explode.
training isnt paid but also i make my own hours (i can come in whenever i leave whenever) and also they cook me food on my breaks so honestly i dont mind.
im less stressed about everything than i was yesterday (yesterday i was so anxious i lost my appetite and genuinely thought i was running a fever) but ill copy and paste the list of annoyances i made for sillies.
( i like sandwiches and i have anxiety )
ANYWAYS i got a job FINALLY. i'm a busboy at a little diner like 10 minutes from my house. even though im 19 this is my first job, ive been trying to get one since i was 15 but because of the fact that id be visiting my dads on weekends no one wanted me :(
actually got a job is a bit of a stretch, technically im still in training so im not being paid anything, i just get a percentage of tips
i might start just yapping/ranting about how it's been there because im a pathetic wet creature and i keep doing things wrong because people dont show me how to do anything (or are just inconsistent. a la napkin placement) and it makes me want to crumble into a thousand tiny pieces and explode.
training isnt paid but also i make my own hours (i can come in whenever i leave whenever) and also they cook me food on my breaks so honestly i dont mind.
im less stressed about everything than i was yesterday (yesterday i was so anxious i lost my appetite and genuinely thought i was running a fever) but ill copy and paste the list of annoyances i made for sillies.
( i like sandwiches and i have anxiety )