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HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
a better BETTER introduction since i've actually decided to commit to using dreamwidth :3
welcome to the turbine dunes!!! i am elijah and i love being absolutely silly and goofy. mostly here to document my monthly visits from the autism fairy.
basic stats
19. he/him. latino+white. majoring in animation. my neocities
( CLICK IF YOU DAREEEEE )
SO MANY THOUGHTS, SO LITTLE TIME
Dec. 3rd, 2025 11:45 pmgod i really do need to just sit down one day and commit to making a big update post but im SO LAZY.
anyways i suddenly started getting a decent chunk of online attention from my art and because im a supa dupa private person im just going in and changing certain posts to be access list only. ik this seems like a silly precaution but i started getting a bunch of random friend requests from people on discord so now im a twee paranoid...........
mostly just writing this because i know a few of my friends check my dreamwidth and dont have accounts so if youre wondering where certain posts went youll HAVE TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT TO SEE THEM IDIOT >:)
anyways if youre reading this and you dont know me irl, hi!! feel free to scroll guilt-free, none of these posts have any information you shouldnt know about me!! ^_^ feel free to make an account and say hi, or comment as a guest!
anyways i suddenly started getting a decent chunk of online attention from my art and because im a supa dupa private person im just going in and changing certain posts to be access list only. ik this seems like a silly precaution but i started getting a bunch of random friend requests from people on discord so now im a twee paranoid...........
mostly just writing this because i know a few of my friends check my dreamwidth and dont have accounts so if youre wondering where certain posts went youll HAVE TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT TO SEE THEM IDIOT >:)
anyways if youre reading this and you dont know me irl, hi!! feel free to scroll guilt-free, none of these posts have any information you shouldnt know about me!! ^_^ feel free to make an account and say hi, or comment as a guest!
out of fear of possibly being late i leave my house for my 5 pm shift at 4:30. full well knowing that the diner is 15 minutes max from my house. but the fear of a disaster occurring and causing me to somehow miraculously take 30 minutes to get there grips me. yet now ive arrived at 4:40 and my fear of being too early grips me so i hide in a walgreens and pretend to look at the card section. its the fifth time in a row that ive done this. i am terrified of a walgreens employee saying something.
RANDOM ELIJAH UPDATE LALALALA
Jul. 8th, 2025 11:49 amsorry i really like posting out of nowhere lolll
ANYWAYS i got a job FINALLY. i'm a busboy at a little diner like 10 minutes from my house. even though im 19 this is my first job, ive been trying to get one since i was 15 but because of the fact that id be visiting my dads on weekends no one wanted me :(
actually got a job is a bit of a stretch, technically im still in training so im not being paid anything, i just get a percentage of tips
i might start just yapping/ranting about how it's been there because im a pathetic wet creature and i keep doing things wrong because people dont show me how to do anything (or are just inconsistent. a la napkin placement) and it makes me want to crumble into a thousand tiny pieces and explode.
training isnt paid but also i make my own hours (i can come in whenever i leave whenever) and also they cook me food on my breaks so honestly i dont mind.
im less stressed about everything than i was yesterday (yesterday i was so anxious i lost my appetite and genuinely thought i was running a fever) but ill copy and paste the list of annoyances i made for sillies.
( i like sandwiches and i have anxiety )
ANYWAYS i got a job FINALLY. i'm a busboy at a little diner like 10 minutes from my house. even though im 19 this is my first job, ive been trying to get one since i was 15 but because of the fact that id be visiting my dads on weekends no one wanted me :(
actually got a job is a bit of a stretch, technically im still in training so im not being paid anything, i just get a percentage of tips
i might start just yapping/ranting about how it's been there because im a pathetic wet creature and i keep doing things wrong because people dont show me how to do anything (or are just inconsistent. a la napkin placement) and it makes me want to crumble into a thousand tiny pieces and explode.
training isnt paid but also i make my own hours (i can come in whenever i leave whenever) and also they cook me food on my breaks so honestly i dont mind.
im less stressed about everything than i was yesterday (yesterday i was so anxious i lost my appetite and genuinely thought i was running a fever) but ill copy and paste the list of annoyances i made for sillies.
( i like sandwiches and i have anxiety )
imposter syndrome sandwich
Feb. 11th, 2025 12:53 amhihihihi do u guys wanna see some homework ive been up to
( WHAT ARE YOU. an imposter syndrome sandwich <\3 )
( WHAT ARE YOU. an imposter syndrome sandwich <\3 )
step 1. be in nyc. step 2. ???
Dec. 21st, 2024 01:40 amhey so.. have u guys heard of ube....
so i was in chinatown with my friend yesterday and was on the lookout for ube because i randomly got it in my head that i wanted to make ube crinkles after being seduced by the ube baking tiktoks and youtube shorts ive been seeing for a little over a year now.
also this guy
( i only remembered purple yam cookie existed like last week and that was enough to rewire my brain into ube baking mode )
so i was in chinatown with my friend yesterday and was on the lookout for ube because i randomly got it in my head that i wanted to make ube crinkles after being seduced by the ube baking tiktoks and youtube shorts ive been seeing for a little over a year now.
also this guy
( i only remembered purple yam cookie existed like last week and that was enough to rewire my brain into ube baking mode )
man i have some huge life updates to drop but THAT DOESNT MATTER
THIS HAS BEEN A LONG TIME COMING
( THE END OF THE BG3 SCREENCAP ADVENTURE )
THIS HAS BEEN A LONG TIME COMING
( THE END OF THE BG3 SCREENCAP ADVENTURE )
"im back" top 10 lies
May. 13th, 2024 09:18 amWOW. ITS BEEN SO LONG. MANY MOONS. I SHOULD GIVE A LIFE UPDATE.
( i feel obligated to make a cut whenever i include images )
( i feel obligated to make a cut whenever i include images )
the corpse regards you, lifelessly
Mar. 18th, 2024 07:33 amHI IM BACK
IDK WHAT HAPPENED I JUST BLINKED AND ITS BEEN LIKE A FULL MONTH AND I HAVENT POSTED ON HERE IN FOREVER AND A HALF
ANYWAYS ITS MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW :3
really upset bc i fully intended to do the baldur's gate march art/writing prompts, march 1st rolled in and i just sat there. and was like "i could not even dream of doing a whole comic page for a whole month" esp because historically. my artistic speed is atrocious.
i sorta just decided that at a certain point I'd revisit the prompts and do the ones I'm most interested in on my own time, which is prolly a lot healthier for me
i am working on a fun angst comic about matthias's auntie ethel interaction tho !!! :3
when i get home i'll prolly make a big baldurs gate post bc I AM ALMOST AT THE END OF THE GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IDK WHAT HAPPENED I JUST BLINKED AND ITS BEEN LIKE A FULL MONTH AND I HAVENT POSTED ON HERE IN FOREVER AND A HALF
ANYWAYS ITS MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW :3
really upset bc i fully intended to do the baldur's gate march art/writing prompts, march 1st rolled in and i just sat there. and was like "i could not even dream of doing a whole comic page for a whole month" esp because historically. my artistic speed is atrocious.
i sorta just decided that at a certain point I'd revisit the prompts and do the ones I'm most interested in on my own time, which is prolly a lot healthier for me
i am working on a fun angst comic about matthias's auntie ethel interaction tho !!! :3
when i get home i'll prolly make a big baldurs gate post bc I AM ALMOST AT THE END OF THE GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
crisis adverted
Feb. 24th, 2024 02:00 pmIVE REPLACED EVERY SINGLE IMAGE WITH A REUPLOADED IMAGE ON IMGBB!!! MY POSTS ARE ALL SAVED!!!
YIPPEE!!!!!!!
YIPPEE!!!!!!!
OH SHIT OH FUCK
Feb. 24th, 2024 12:48 pmthe day came sooner than expected apparently.
DISCORD IS DELETING ATTACHMENTS AFTER A CERTAIN PERIOD OF TIME SO ALL MY IMAGES AND GIFS ARE BROKEN
NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK AND PERIODICALLY REUPLOAD ALL MY IMAGES ON AN IMAGE HOSTING SITE
MY PROFILE IS SO NAKED QMQ
DISCORD IS DELETING ATTACHMENTS AFTER A CERTAIN PERIOD OF TIME SO ALL MY IMAGES AND GIFS ARE BROKEN
NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK AND PERIODICALLY REUPLOAD ALL MY IMAGES ON AN IMAGE HOSTING SITE
MY PROFILE IS SO NAKED QMQ
A PIXIE! AN HONEST-TO-GOODNESS PIXIE! :D
Feb. 16th, 2024 07:08 pmsorta on a mission rn to get all my friends into bg3. i should be trying to save all my money for transition funds but. what if i want to buy all of my friends bg3 :(
also
I HAVE FINISHED MATTHIAS'S CHARACTER SHEET!!!!!!!!!!!
i actually hated how it turned out and took and angry nap and tweaked it slightly and now im just a bit less angry, but i will probably never be satisfied :( BUT ITS OKAY IVE ACCEPTED IT
( hey gin hey gin you should make a dreamwidth :3 AND YOULL PROBABLY NEVER SEE THIS BECAUSE I JUST SEND YOU THE DW POSTS DIRECTLY )
also
I HAVE FINISHED MATTHIAS'S CHARACTER SHEET!!!!!!!!!!!
i actually hated how it turned out and took and angry nap and tweaked it slightly and now im just a bit less angry, but i will probably never be satisfied :( BUT ITS OKAY IVE ACCEPTED IT
( hey gin hey gin you should make a dreamwidth :3 AND YOULL PROBABLY NEVER SEE THIS BECAUSE I JUST SEND YOU THE DW POSTS DIRECTLY )
girl we've been knowing how to draw
Feb. 12th, 2024 05:19 pma better introduction since i've actually decided to commit to using dreamwidth :3
HAIIIII i am elijah and i love being absolutely silly and goofy. mostly here to document my monthly visits from the autism fairy.
what to expect: art, sketchbook pages, life updates, & media analysis (UNFORTUNATELY IVE YET TO ACTUALLY CONSTRUCT A COMPREHENSIVE ESSAY ON ANY OF MY HYPERFIXATIONS, ITS JUST A LOT OF RAMBLING THAT MAY OR MAY NOT ALWAYS BE COHERENT)
things that bring me joy that youll probably see me post about: a monster in paris, baldur's gate 3, mother 3, earthbound, ocs, etc
HAIIIII i am elijah and i love being absolutely silly and goofy. mostly here to document my monthly visits from the autism fairy.
what to expect: art, sketchbook pages, life updates, & media analysis (UNFORTUNATELY IVE YET TO ACTUALLY CONSTRUCT A COMPREHENSIVE ESSAY ON ANY OF MY HYPERFIXATIONS, ITS JUST A LOT OF RAMBLING THAT MAY OR MAY NOT ALWAYS BE COHERENT)
things that bring me joy that youll probably see me post about: a monster in paris, baldur's gate 3, mother 3, earthbound, ocs, etc
i realize, im hypnotized
Feb. 11th, 2024 03:10 pmJUST SOME BG3 MUSINGS AND ART STUFF :3
I FEAR THAT MY BG3 HYPERFIXATION MAY DROWN OUT MY PROGRESS ON HUMAN FRANCOEUR SO I MIGHT AS WELL POST THE WIP BEFORE I TAKE 3 MONTHS TO FINISH THIS DRAWING D:
( SHOULD I START PUTTING SPOILER WARNINGS FOR BG3? D: )
wow i type in all caps a lot
I FEAR THAT MY BG3 HYPERFIXATION MAY DROWN OUT MY PROGRESS ON HUMAN FRANCOEUR SO I MIGHT AS WELL POST THE WIP BEFORE I TAKE 3 MONTHS TO FINISH THIS DRAWING D:
( SHOULD I START PUTTING SPOILER WARNINGS FOR BG3? D: )
wow i type in all caps a lot
I AM JUMPING FOR JOY RIGHT NOW I FINALLY GOT BALDUR'S GATE 3!!!!!!!! shoutout to my brother for making that happen, he didnt feel like walking to the bank so he asked me to deposit money for him and bought me bg3 in return :>
( itty bitty cut, just dont wanna clog reading pages with images )
( itty bitty cut, just dont wanna clog reading pages with images )
theres a guy in paris
Jan. 30th, 2024 10:21 amcurrently doin an art challenge/character design exercise with chara to design a human francoeur and IM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT IT COMES UP WITH. i dont wanna reveal any character design concepts ive been working on so chara doesnt get spoiled, but i came up with some fun little ideas for what an au would look like with francoeur being just A Guy.
first concept is 'theres a human in paris' where everything is basically just a big misunderstanding. francoeur really only goes out at night because of sensory issues/social anxiety, but when people see him in poor lighting, they assume hes a literal actual monster (mostly in due part to his gigantism and being nonverbal) maybe there's a specific visual detail about him that they see that leads to lucille having to disguise him, or maybe they just think hes a shapeshifter/werewolf and 'oooo he could be anyone, but be on the look out for people who specifically match this description'
second concept is 'friendly neighborhood cryptid' where hes humanoid but not actually totally human so i dont really have to change much of the story? kind of ish? idk. im not married to him being any specific kind of creature. i toyed with a vampire concept but i really dont like it :(
ive done a couple of concept sketches and plan to post those and a finished fullbody for him when im done because i am so excited to be doing this :3
first concept is 'theres a human in paris' where everything is basically just a big misunderstanding. francoeur really only goes out at night because of sensory issues/social anxiety, but when people see him in poor lighting, they assume hes a literal actual monster (mostly in due part to his gigantism and being nonverbal) maybe there's a specific visual detail about him that they see that leads to lucille having to disguise him, or maybe they just think hes a shapeshifter/werewolf and 'oooo he could be anyone, but be on the look out for people who specifically match this description'
second concept is 'friendly neighborhood cryptid' where hes humanoid but not actually totally human so i dont really have to change much of the story? kind of ish? idk. im not married to him being any specific kind of creature. i toyed with a vampire concept but i really dont like it :(
ive done a couple of concept sketches and plan to post those and a finished fullbody for him when im done because i am so excited to be doing this :3
DID SOMEONE SAY A MONSTER IN PARIS RANT?
(this was actually originally just gonna be a copy and paste of my rant on tumblr, but i got so into it that i ended up going on a whole other tangent, oops!!)
I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE HOW LONG THIS WAS GETTING AND HAD TO MAKE A CUT FOR IT OOPS X2
( oh to be a nonverbal autistic silly little flea, dehumanized by everyone i encounter and called a literal monster. )
(this was actually originally just gonna be a copy and paste of my rant on tumblr, but i got so into it that i ended up going on a whole other tangent, oops!!)
I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE HOW LONG THIS WAS GETTING AND HAD TO MAKE A CUT FOR IT OOPS X2
( oh to be a nonverbal autistic silly little flea, dehumanized by everyone i encounter and called a literal monster. )
oh man i wish every pea had a sock
Jan. 26th, 2024 11:47 pmi just realized i havent posted any of my art on here (outside of that silly shitpost comic) so im gonna yoink some sketchbook pages to post.
we got mother characters, francoeur and lucille from a monster in paris, and also canon ben drowned!!! what a lineup!!!!! (also enjoy me ranting about my love for a monster in paris)
( what is this? a crossover episode? )
we got mother characters, francoeur and lucille from a monster in paris, and also canon ben drowned!!! what a lineup!!!!! (also enjoy me ranting about my love for a monster in paris)
( what is this? a crossover episode? )
